oh fuck oh shit. i just downloaded hexchat and went to see if my old haunt was still around…… tried to join freenode………… looked frantically…………… then i remembered. ; ~ ;

the internet loves to give you a home and make you watch it burn to the ground.

my plants are dead.
my home is ashes.
my name is a mouthful of sand.
my names are dried vomit in cracks in concrete.
my family doesn’t recognize me.

I don’t recognize me.

my memory is fading.
my memory is painfully clear.
my memory is a compass.
my memory is a fetid wound.
why…

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